Greatest Thing

I think the greatest thing in the whole world, is not thinking about you every second of the day. Now you barely cross my mind, there is still some part of you that resides in my heart. But I like to call it a memory and nothing more.

I wonder If she remembers..

IdidntDoitMama (10:34:16 PM): I see you b4 u even see me
IdidntDoitMama (10:34:22 PM): its like a sixth sense
IdidntDoitMama (10:34:31 PM): i kno wen ur coming even b4 i make eye contact
IdidntDoitMama (10:34:40 PM): u r in my very soul
IdidntDoitMama (10:34:47 PM): i carry u with me everyday
IdidntDoitMama (10:34:50 PM): where ever i go
IdidntDoitMama (10:35:05 PM): And just know everytime that bitch talks to u my soul is right there
IdidntDoitMama (10:35:14 PM): punchin her in the face and tellin her to fuck off
IdidntDoitMama (10:35:19 PM): cause ff
IdidntDoitMama (10:35:24 PM): might be stronger then me
IdidntDoitMama (10:35:34 PM): but she will NEVEr be stronger then what i feel for u
IdidntDoitMama (10:35:36 PM): NOthing
IdidntDoitMama (10:35:43 PM): in this whole universe
IdidntDoitMama (10:35:48 PM): is stronger
IdidntDoitMama (10:35:53 PM): then what i feel for you



12/3/07 me on aim lol

Forgetting Sarah Marshall

I've watched this movie twice now, and every time it hits home. I mean for one the girl who plays the girl at the front desk is so fucking hot but besides that like that dude is so me. Funny thing is I've been kinda depressed since Valentines Day, my mom left me on Saturday and my apartment looks exactly like his lol. I need to find me a girl like the one he found at the end. Also I had a talk with this girl Brandy who works with me, she told me things that like expanded my mind a bit I guess you could say. Woman have a sinister side to them. A lot of them are gold diggers some more then others. Not all woman go for the cash but they can also be digging for your attention when they are lonely. To put it like Brandy said it "Hi I wont get with you but I'll flirt with you cause I'm lonely right now." or a better one "hi I wont get with you but I'll flirt with you so you can do nice things for me" Its the god honest truth. That's what they all do, it's a little sickening. I don't know which is worse guys who don't give a shit really and want to get in your pants and dip or girls who want to use you but want nothing else to do with you. Ah I don't know anymore. I've been dead wrong about every girl I've ever liked, I can't read signs, and even If I could I would still be a single loser cause nobody wants my ass to begin with. Being nice gets you no where i guarantee you that. That bullshit Disney feeds children about the prince being nice and shit and winning the girl is a bunch of shit. I bet you if Aladdin slapped around Jasmin a bit he'd have her eating out of the palm of his hand, without going through all the trouble of trying to be a prince. I have to wake up at 6:30 tomorrow to go to my 8 o'clock class and sit there with my finger up my ass until 2 to get out at 3:15 and then to go back in at 4:20 and get out at 5:45... FUCK MY LIFE this schedule is so discouraging makes me not want to do shit. Maybe if I talk in a British accent all the time I can be a pimp like that Brit dude from the movie. Ah oh well fuck it I'm going to bed Tootles.

The Tale of a Nerd

Once upon a time, there was a nerdy girl
Saw greatness in her beautiful world
Perhaps naive, but still full of life
Until the day she fell on its knife
High School the land that started it all
For she once stood up straight, and now crawls
For you see she met the fairest in the land
Heart felt like a thousand marching band
For it is the princess who saw potential
In the nerd who might have credential
To be her hero, her companion
The nerd for once felt like a stallion
Not every story has a happy ending
Jealousy and betrayal started blending
For now the Nerd's best friend was at it again
The friend lied and sang of horrid tales
All the Nerds victories turned into fails
The princess closed her eyes and walked away
Leaving the nerd all alone to rot and decay
Names were made things were thrown
In the nerds world..no light has shown
Years later it was still the same
No happiness or victory gain
Until the day someone entirely new
Saw potential in this lonely Nerd too
The Nerd turned her cheek and looked away
For this nerd had enough games to play
The gorgeous Freshman did not take no for an answer
Soon enough they were Love's new exotic dancers
However the evil friend was not satisfied
When she asked about the freshman, the Nerd lied
"I do not know of this so please let me be"
The Nerd still badly wounded and wanting to flee
More lies were made more rumors have become
"When will this end what justice can be done?"
The Freshman grew tired of the Nerds fears
Cheated on the Nerd who was now in debt with tears
The Nerd grew in rage, pain and anger
No longer cared left its fear on its hanger
The Nerds fists tight, and teeth clenched
Walked towards the "friend", but suddenly benched
The body guard of the Nerd, saved her from inhalation
The Nerd too angry to show any form of appreciation
The Nerd never got her revenge
So many wrongs that need to be avenged
So this is the end of this Nerdy tale
Happy endings are for those who don't fail


-Noloc

Vacation

I'm sitting here listening to Bob Marley visualizing myself on a beach somewhere far from here. I NEED A VACATION....NOWWW!!! like i want to get drunk on a beach with my friends bullshit, relax, go swimming, or scuba diving!! Although i would be afraid of some big fish, but still I'd do it. I want to go on those wave bikes!!! fuck yeah man I really need a nice vacation honestly I think I've decided for real come July or beginning of august I'm like booking a cruise or a vacation to like Mexico, or something like that. I don't care If I have to pay for someones ticket to come with me I just need to get the fuck out and have a good time. Everyone needs that time to just get away from the every day lifestyle and do something different experience different things. Thing I like about vacations the most cause what ever happens on vacation stays where ever you were at. So like if I messed with like 5 girls and maybe even a dude (highly unlikely) nobody would have to know. For example person:"Lauren you have a good time on vacation?" me: "yes". See simple as that :D I'm definitely saving towards it now like its set in stone. Anywho I'm done, see what Bob Marley can do to people!?!

"Soundtrack To My Broken Heart"

"I know love ain't fair
I know it ain't perfect
But I can't be here
'Cuz your love ain't worth it
A part of me scared
A part of me searchin'
And this is how it sounds when my heart cries
And you won't even come to my rescue"

Can't help but wait (mi favi throw back!!!)

"I'm going to play my possision..let you catch what you been missing" - Trey Songz =D

What I mean to you?

I'm the one who's most forgetful
I'm the one who's most regretful
I buried the memories, I shattered the hope
I broke all ties and I cut the tightly woven rope
You may not notice my existence all the time
I'm rarely on your mind and with that I'm fine
If there is one thing I can truly honestly say
When your by my side your smile rarely fades away
You know I'd wait for your every beckoned call
You know I'd catch you before you even started to fall
The one who's always in the center of attention
Is the who you know is dying for your affection
The asshole loner with no sense of self control
At times annoying after time has taken it's toll
The optimistic nerd who plays the roll of an "aloof don"
One thing I can promise..you'll miss me when I'm gone



-Noloc :]

Funky Fresh

So I'm sure everyone has their routines for getting ready before leaving the house. This is how my cookie crumbles. It's a absolute must to have Usher or Barry White playing while I get ready. Most of the time I'm in my boxers and a t-shirt or tank top and socks dancing and sliding across the bathroom and kitchen floor. Spins are essential in the midst of the getting ready process. After finishing my hair which only takes about 5-10Min's the grand finally determines what kind of a night I will have. I guess it's an OCD thing. When I toss up my brush; if I catch it by the handle let the fun begin, if i catch it by the Bristles I'm fucked. Although no matter where I catch it I always have a good time. It's just a way to get me pumped. Then I slide over to the kitchen get myself a drink and then run upstairs to get a outfit. Can not be funky fresh without cologne and mouth wash :D One final dance in the outfit I'm currently in. Usher is usually playing and I try to copy his moves but nearly always fail. Then I'm usually rushing out the door cause like always..I'm running late..THE END YAY

Ah gee I don't Know

Fell into deep infatuation since the moment I saw her
When I was with her I wished the minutes were longer
Her appeal, her aura, her swag would always blow me away
No matter what the circumstance she knew exactly what to say
You can see her name branded on my heart
We fit perfectly together but I tore us apart


-Noloc

Valentine

So February is like the month of love. Everyone so keen of the thought of roses, teddy bears the size of small children, and hearts stuffed to the capacity of every segment of chocolate imaginable. I think it's safe to say I might have had a Valentine time about 2 times out of my whole life. First valentine was my best friend Jeffery, He asked me at the valentines day dance in the 5th grade. I didn't even like him like that but I just said yes cause I felt bad...Dick move I know. The other time was with Susan. For the majority of my life I had my mom as my valentine and the month of February. I mean February brings all this love but who does February date? So me being the nice kid that I am, I ask February to be my Valentine every year. I like to think of February as a smoking hot chick who vaguely resembles Megan Fox but if possible, way hotter. So as of right now its February 1st...let the festivities begin. :]