Friday, January 14, 2011

I currently remember

It's funny lately I haven't given love much thought. To be honest I really didn't feel the need. Its actually quite soothing, peaceful even. Just to somewhat focus on myself is a blessing in itself. We recently spoke not too long ago. Speaking to her know and I realized how much things have changed. I know this may sound type weird but when I briefly looked at a few of her pictures I don't have any recollection. The girl I knew had jet black curly hair. Always wore her gelled and in a side pony tail. She hiked up the school skirt as high as possible. She had a black Jan sport back pack but she only wore it on her one shoulder. I guess she thought she was more of a bad ass wearing it that way. That's what I remember. It feels like years and yeas ago. Like I'm an old lady reminiscing about my younger years. I don't remember what it's like to be settled down. I'm glad I don't. I don't think I ever been happier. Maybe relationships aren't meant for everyone?