Change of fate

Sometimes I wonder if I went back in time and change not all but some of my mistakes if I would be a better person than I am today. I know that learning from your mistakes are important. The thing that bothers me the most is the events that happend to you in the past that isn't beneficial to your future. The events that serve no other purpose than making your past fucked up. If I could just change those would I be better? Less cruel, more caring. Or maybe I would be weaker, unable to take the pain as well as I can now. Just little things like this I can debate with myself for hours. Until the next blog. Tootles.